The ring master

Hey friends,

Today I will talk about finding,loosing,winning,searching.

I 've lost a piece of jewelery twenty years a go and I already have given up finding it.

I am very good on loosing things and even worse : not keeping and worst not finding.

Sometimes I do realize that I am careless,reckless or just do not seem to care.

I do!!!

I am organized (or I think I am just because my closet is pristine).

Sometimes just because I love it so much I hide it from myself.

Books filled with important papers,endless boxes filled with more Little boxes filled with my beloved jewelery.

I love rings! They can be expensive or not they just symbolize so much to me, like my tattoos...

Anyway 2 weeks ago I had a dream about my precious old ring, long lost,long gone,long forgotten.

I decided to search,research and turn my life into a mission to find "the " ring.

Of course I've found my old passport,my favorite picture,my expired Amex, an old tiara...

The more looked the more frustrated I became.

My search brought me to a trip and evaluation of my life.

Why so many shoes and bags? Why so many long dresses? Why so much????

Do I really need it? What about my decision to live simply? What about my mantras?

After all said and done , when I was no longer looking or trying to keep I found "the" ring!

I forgot how beautiful, how rich and how important it is to me.

Every stone was there and is still shinning!

Since them is on my finger, I will not let go this time, I will not trust my memory or my Little boxes.

I remembered how and why I got it.

The "ring" is here to stay.

The "ring" is now officially back in my life.

Am I a nostalgic? So what?

Everything else still missing...

Love and nostalgia,

Fabiana